Monday, May 11, 2009

an ambien journey


So this blog may take a turn for the worse, as i plan to use it as a practice board for my writing skills....we will see how far this journey takes us, far enough i hope to find out what i will soon be doing for the rest of my life....but for now we can just sit back, relax and enjoy the ambienfilled writing that is mine.
Firstly, I am in quiet a bind, I am not sure whether law school is the thing for me. Since I was a kid i had always dreamt of being a lawyer, but lately, it seems i would like to do something with a little more freedom, a little more room to breath.....hopefully venting and getting all this out there will help further the process this journey that i am taking, the journey i reluctantly am calling "my Life", for lack of a better term. Soon enough they say my life will have a purpose, i will be going places, but those places and these things i was meant to do keep falling to the wayside, whilst i get older every year and have yet to leave the nest. Not saying what i have been doing my whole life is a waste of time, it just could be put to better use. hopefully, soon, i can find some kinda mental clarity that will help me realize what it is i truly desire to do. Photography and writing seem to be the 2 things i do, not well persay, but i do them and i enjoy doing them....perhaps i can find a way to fit that all. and also to remember to focus on what is going on around me and not fall of the wagon of finding my way in life. This supposed journey that i am taking is a big one, on that i must learn to do alone, with little outside support.

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