LOST...

So the only word worth describing the point i am at in my life is lost.....i am gradually coming to the realization, that walking around aimlessly, thinking that at some point your purpose will arise, is not how life is to be lived. Then again, who am i to judge those lost people whose entire lives revolve around the art of wandering. I guess in that case then they do have an aim, the aim or goal to be aimless. Finding which way to go, where to turn, which turn will lead you down the right path is what seems to be the most difficult part of this here dilemma that i have found myself smack dab in the middle of. what to do, who to turn to, and what if it all works out wrong and the road i do take is not the road i was meant to travel, and then unhappiness consumes my life and i get depressed and so on and so forth.....or if i do choose the correct path and happiness and the life that i had always hoped to find comes true (at least in parts) i do not expect my life to be all shiny and sparkly for me to find, rather just a sense of accomplishment and happiness with whatever it is i choose to do. anyone with any input feel free, though i am pretty sure i am the only crazy reading this......