to write, as it is meant to be

when things go bad, and even when things go good, it does not seem as if things are really going anywhere. this stagnant space that we are all living in seems to just be withering. it is like we live in a bubble that is holding us in, not allowing us to move either forward or backwards not even up or down. how can this be that we have become so stagnant in one place, so comfortable to be living our lives as we are. no chance of anything better to come, but no chance of anything worse. it is a welcome relief sometimes when disaster does occur, if only to remind us that we are not living in such a stagnant environment that we thought ourselves to be in. how can one know when it is necessary to throw a wrench in....to shake up what has not been shaken in a long time. life can go on and on, in a constant circle, a routine that never breaks, though if it does break than it is chaos, for none of us are used to our routines being broken. no longer do we live in a chaos on a daily basis, though it does surround us at all times, it blends in with our daily routines, as to become one with them, and therefore no longer lends itself to being chaotic. how is it that a traffic accident can become so mundane as to become part of ones daily drive to work. this is how our society works now. there is a need to jumble things....although economically it seems we have been thrown for a tail spin, perhaps now we will exit this torpor that has been holding us all back for so long and realize that we must make some serious changes in our lives....change that involves both working hard but also mixing fun in their as well. goodbye to the days when the routine ran everyone's lives.....bring me organized chaos and i will show you people who are happy to be living.